Its been a while since my last blog this has been due to technology failure. We have changed internet providers and it has taken me all this time to get broadband up and running. I cant believe how much i missed it.
The countdown is really on now to the wedding. It's 2 weeks on saturday and to put it politely im wetting myself. I know it probably sounds stupid bearing in mind we have 2 children and live together so in theory nothing should change. But i'm so nervous partly because im going to be center of attention which isn't my style but partly because it just seems like such a big deal saying "im going to be with you forever".
I love Sean with all my heart, dont get me wrong he drives me up the wall a lot of the time but without even realising it he has given me so much and taught me so many things about myself. I still get butterflies when he kisses me and he has the ability to make the world stand still when he holds me. He has such a kind and beautiful heart and i'm a lucky girl to have found him (Purkul can take the credit for that). I know he is 'the one' but it doesnt stop me worrying.
I never thought i'd ever meet someone, settle down and do the whole marriage and kids thing so i think thats where my worrying, nerves etc comes from. I'm sure many brides and grooms go through all these feelings. I've found denial is a good place to be at the moment, a friend once introduced me to denial (she knows who she is) and at times like this, when i need to be in organisation mode believe me its where i need to be. Once everything on the list is ticked off and all the plans are in place then i can freak out about the fact i'm going to be someones 'wife'.
4 comments:
Hi Pebbles-ricicle,
Think nerves are completely understandable. It's a big old thing the whole marriage moment. But what's clear is how much you love this fella and how much he means to you. It's a scary thought spending forever with someone and no doubt stuff will happen, both good and not so good - but how exciting! It's gonna be GREAT! Enjoy it completely, give yourself over to it and treasure the day - when you look back the memories will be precious! :-)
hya chicken,
no credit needed 4 introducing ya mate, think of me as more of a '118' type number exchange service!
But i will however take credit for introducing you to the powers of denial! ha ha! ;-)
I must say your very nice comments about me brother are lovely but understandably cringe worthy!
Its only normal to be nervous at the very least without all the life long commitment stuff, your throwing a big party thats cost ya a lot of money and as i felt on my 21st ya can't help but think 'is anyone going to come!?'
I can speak on behalf of me bro and say in my opinion he found what he never knew he needed to find when he found you m8. but now he's found you i'm sure he can't imagine being without you chicken!
r enough with me being all gooey! ya no how i find sentiment difficult!
it'll all be fine chicken!
Hanley watch out the hen's are out!
purkul
x
Hi Pebbles-ricicle,
May I wish you a 'WONDERFUL WEDDING DAY' followed by a life time of happiness....ENJOY!! D Xx
Hello!
Congratulation for ur marriage and enjoy marriage life!
Thank u for all ur gd advises when i was pregnant and yes I had a little boy!
He is doing all right!
have a merry xmas!
Garfield
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