wedding day nerves.

Its been a while since my last blog this has been due to technology failure. We have changed internet providers and it has taken me all this time to get broadband up and running. I cant believe how much i missed it.
The countdown is really on now to the wedding. It's 2 weeks on saturday and to put it politely im wetting myself. I know it probably sounds stupid bearing in mind we have 2 children and live together so in theory nothing should change. But i'm so nervous partly because im going to be center of attention which isn't my style but partly because it just seems like such a big deal saying "im going to be with you forever".
I love Sean with all my heart, dont get me wrong he drives me up the wall a lot of the time but without even realising it he has given me so much and taught me so many things about myself. I still get butterflies when he kisses me and he has the ability to make the world stand still when he holds me. He has such a kind and beautiful heart and i'm a lucky girl to have found him (Purkul can take the credit for that). I know he is 'the one' but it doesnt stop me worrying.
I never thought i'd ever meet someone, settle down and do the whole marriage and kids thing so i think thats where my worrying, nerves etc comes from. I'm sure many brides and grooms go through all these feelings. I've found denial is a good place to be at the moment, a friend once introduced me to denial (she knows who she is) and at times like this, when i need to be in organisation mode believe me its where i need to be. Once everything on the list is ticked off and all the plans are in place then i can freak out about the fact i'm going to be someones 'wife'.